Life changes

I am beginning to wonder if change is all it's cracked up to be.

I know as life goes on things will change, some for the better some for the worse.

Right now, being so glum, I feel a little left out.

I know my friends have lives and things they are doing, but lately I have been feeling left behind.

It will pass, I'm sure, but for the past year I have been slowly losing momentum with one set of friends to the point that I no longer seem to get invited to do anything.

Not for lack of trying, or the kid thing which usually excludes me from my non family/kid friendly outings.

These friends have kids and for the most part I thought I got along with everyone.

But, lately it has been more noticeable that I am longer part of that herd.

I take it in stride, but I really am not up to facing them any more.

Putting on a happy face when really you have hurt feelings is a tough act to do.

It's great to see them, don't get me wrong, but I wonder what went wrong or why i no longer get the invite.

It feel sort of odd to facebook a message with a " hey, why don't you like me anymore"

I know Dean has not made an effort to get to know my friends in that group and they kinda don't like him for it.

I dunno, I could analyse this to death and get no where.

But this is just a missive to get it off my chest- thanks blog.